A long day it is. Went to gym in the morning wif horace & teck hui and went for strings practice after that and after practice went to eat wif val, angela, steph, hui & horace. Seems like i was ok but the moment i left the restaurant after they eaten, sickness comes again. I nid medicine!

Felt so free ytd cos no tutorials at all except for marketing. Come to think of it, there is still quite a number of project to be done. BORING! I wonder how and when i should start start studying for my exams haha. Well no matter wad it is, i guess i just shouldnt worry tht much. May god guides me through.




~You're wad that matters ~

Finally, gotten back all my results already. Sure is a nightmare. Don really feel that good today ha. Grades are like exactly A, B, C, D and F. Man what am I doing man! AHH! It's so disappointing man! Have to make sure I score for each of the remaining components for each of my modules. Now IS problems solved already, it's just left with Purchasing Management that I still cant figure out a way to score, unless whole class can come together and make the "move", we may not be able to score well.



Everything little thing bout u tht matters - Cello - ing

Took back 2 of my CT paper de results alrdy! WOW! Sure didnt score as well as wad i expected though. One of them got as low as a 60 when i thought i could maybe get 70++ n above? Well this time round I guess I learned how to react to this kind of situation alrdy, maybe partially lol. The way I gauge my result is by looking at each of the components that make up the overall weightage for my modules. Well there's still hope for my results this sem. Gotta plan my time properly n chIONG! To uni i go!
Well for nw I really hope some of my classmates can wake up also. Still have plenty of chances to pull up the GPA! Gotta buck up! Jia you! :) Nth is impossible

Last saturaday went to vivo city after strings practice. For the first time, we 7788 finally gets to go out tgt. Sure was fun, i guess? Had dinner tgt at "Superdog" LOL and proceed to the open

space at level 3 or 4 i forgot.

Sunday, steph came to bpmc, wonder if she's use to it or nt. No matter wad the prob is, hope she will continue going to church.

Finally today, back to school. For the first time i'm really too shag to listen during the lecture. Kept dosing off. Haha. Well hope tml will be better.

Went PC show wif jason n yun ytd, managed to check out prices of what i intend to buy.

Today! Went to mco, UH finally tht's wad yun & jason said but nt MT, she's too busy wif her own frenzs i guess, doesnt seem like we're as close as last time haha. Well to join or nt to join i seriously dono, but at least maybe there's some reason for me to stay hmm i wonder lol. Well went to eat wif a group of them and got to know some of their names too, hope to see all cellists soon. As for the place i came from ... " Unspoken words"... It's my first cello instructor tht kept me staying in the tough place i guess.

Well looking forward to tml!! Going PC show again, this time round to buy the stuffs liao nt just checking out of prices. Hope the prices dropped liao!

Woke up earlier in the morning and rush to ah yi house to watch NBA finals!!! Sadly Kobe didnt perform well enough as expected, 24 pts nia! Same digit as his jersey no. LOL! Well i had my nice breakfast in his house also. NICE nasi lemak and thks for the treat! :) How nice of him and his mum!!!
Went to meet ah heng, hong n simon at bishan and headed straight for kovan de nike warehouse sales. Hmm wanted to buy a pair of shoes at 69 bucks but simon think it's nt worthy so i didnt buy. And something nasty and dangerous happened to me, which SIMON almost gotten me into trouble. We proceeded to orchard w/o simon who went to repair his psp. It sure was tiring, the whole day acc chee yi to find his modelling kit marker but ended buying a model kit for himself instead of markers as we couldnt find anything.
Finally going far east for our last destination to find my shoes. Sadly it has been months but i still cant find any nice shoes that suits me and at a reasonable price. Maybe i should really consider raising my budget? Sure is tiring n sadly, always went home empty handed as i couldnt find a pair of decent shoe and just when i found the right one today, the sizes left doesnt fit me. SIAN!!!
Man just when will i be able to get a pair of nice shoes!!!?

Listening to my previous concert performance wif ah pa. Sure is memorable to play in esplanade. My leave for ah pa is almost up, said i wana quit but it's like something is holding me back mmm anyway this coming aug de disney concert i cant perform. DISNEY sia! It's during my final exam period so i cant even go for the practices. Well well, god will have a way for me haha.

Today was a really bad day in school. Had my pmg mcq test and as usual always flunk my mcq lol. Failed by 2 marks. Currently this sem i had 4 test already and only know 2 of my results which are both mcq, both also fail but first test after re test got 80 so lecturer going to take my 80 points de result. Sure is saddening lol, fail 2 test in a row. Doing mcq is just like buying TOTO sia, ti kam here n there but everything i fail for it de lol. ARHX!!! I hope at least can maintain my results!!! Something ought to be done and i guess maybe i do know wad to do just tht whether i can control myself or nt.

Initially i struggled being in class 02, feel tht this isnt the right class for me but as time goes by, i feel tht i'm actually wrong. This ought to be the class i shud be in. I hope as a class we can spurs on towards our goal. Study hard tgt, play tgt etc. But hw to motivate them? I wish to see them having hopes for themselves nt just thinking "nah, it's too tough". Something i actually realised is tht there're many talent in the class but none worked hard enough. I can see potential in them yea one day i hope they'll realise it.

Seems like i'm more or less done with my revision for tml test liao except for marketing. SIAN. Dont tell me i gotta memorise again man! I hope there's only a need to memorise for exam not class or common test haha.
Well went to the polyclinics like 11.30pm and was told to wait till 1.30pm due to the large no. of patients. WA i nid to sTUDY la. Lol. Cos it's really too ridiculous to wait for 2 hrs so i went to a private clinic instead. Guess wad the doctor say by right i shud present hima form for him to sign but the NP just ask me to get a letter from doctor w/o giving me any form. WTF!!! And i spent 20 bucks just for one stupid written ugly letter. EAT my money. I think if NP were to reject this EXPENSIVE letter of mine, i think i rather withdraw from the OIP. At least now i got excuse to withdraw den maybe i'l be able to perform for Virtuso. I went to this clinic the other time and measure my height which is 169 TODAY measure again, 168! -.- Keep shrinking and growing lol. This means really since sec 1 i stopped growing liao lol. Pri 6 163cm sec 1 168cm until nw. LOL. But of cos the weight wise, haha, got quite a diff nw haha

Went for Vjc strings ensemble concert ytd night. My first time going to the school. Hmm the spiral stairs were quite grand haha. Anyway concert was nice but it ended at 10pm, sure is tiring after i stayed in school from 9am all the way to 6pm plus to wait for the others to go tgt. Looking at the musicians there actually motivated me to practise harder haha.
Went wif ah teck to gym and went to strings straight away. Only a few turned up today and for those who didnt turn up, didnt even inform us lol. Dono wad to say. Lol. Well well today home alone hahaha. Gotta try to chiong project. TIRED! Next week 4 tests in a row wa weightage quite high also. So many things to study SIGH! Tht's life.

Today's really blazingly hot! Went library wif teck & yi haha. We managed to complete our e learning in a few hours time and went off to cwp to talk around. I was half done wif my principles of marketing project and i seriously need to take a few pictures of the nokia store but the ppl there disagreed wif it. SAD case haha. Though i'll be able to buy my shoe and rest at ease today but still, couldn't find a good shoe at a reasonable price. Lol. It sure is hard finding nice n good shoes nowadays. Well well i guess it's time i concentrate on my studies, this few days coming online is just to ..... well took up pretty much of my time haha. Dono why but it kept me going. Just cant stop but repeating it again n again. Well, FOCUS! FOCUS! FOCUS!

Tired tired tired!!! Projects, assignments, tutorials and common test! Man i totally cant concentrate and don feel like studying. Just wana live life to the fullest but the thought of going to uni holds me back. Haha. GPA!!! Haha. Sian. Hmm must slowly climb higher n higher haha. Well well cant believe it that although i'm nt in the com for strings but yet i spent most of my time there. Lesser time for studies. Wad can i do man? Strings attached ma. Haha. Just when i feel it's so boring, a group of interesting ppl joined the cello. Maybe that's the rise of the new prodigies and super rookie haha. Hope the com can change the date for virtuso to someday which i'll be able to perform. It's just once in a year. If i cant play this year, maybe i'll slack even more haha. Anyway wonder why, since this morning there' s been a bit of a distraction, cant concentrate in studying at all. SIAN! Just when i know wad i wana do, heng called me up and told me yi haven do the project yet lol. When i got back to wad i wana do, forgotten wad i wana do just nw liao haha. STRESSED!

Saw my brother's primary school frenz today in the shutter bus. Thought he purposely sneak in just to see girls but when i asked him den i know that he actually score well in ITE and proceed to NP. It wasn't really pleasant to see him as he kept making fun of me in the bus like wtf. Although he may be saying he's joking but still wonder why i still don feel that comfortable wif it. He joked saying "I didnt know u could make it to a poly, thought u're like ur bro, cannot study.". WTF. Firstly my bro scored higher than me as well as HIM and for o level, he's able to get in but he chose ITE because of the course. To think that such a guy like him would actually dare to look down on me when his results are like.... I guess that's the part of my reasons for wanting to get into a uni in regardless whether i'm in a JC or Poly especially.

Anyway, went to queensway wif chee yi after school and tried to find a pair of shoe and slipper that suits me. Everybody was saying queensway is selling the cheapest shoes there which i always disagree wif it until today when chee yi went there den he realised shoes there are really expensive haha. Sure is a tiring day. Hope to find my shoes earlier. And for wad cy told me on the way to IKEA, it really makes me ponder, when will it be my turn hahaha. JC "" "s better, maybe.

Looking forward to today cos my frenz and i have actually planned to meet today and go back to sec sch to collect our Dnt folio. Pushed away all other activites and dressed up properly. So after class msg him but no reply. Called him up and guess wad he's doing? Playing pool! Told me to wait for him at the bus interchange first so i went off first and luckily just purchased a new volume of Dear boy comics so as to kill time. After a while guess wad happened again? Msg me to tell me today weather too hot i cannot tahan i don wan to go liao. WTF!!!! Planned everything properly and informed teacher and this guy just ps me like nobody business. I guess sometimes ppl just don appreciate those who tried their best to organize something. I guess this shall be the last time i would ever REALLY believe in wad he says. One sorry and that's it???? Seems so easy to push the blame away man.

Wad long day it's today. Haha. Guess wad! It's our AGM today haha. I think around 200 to 300plus ppl came today, flooding the whole of LT 51C haha. Around 20ppl joined cello/bass. Just when i feel as if the essemble is falling, i see hope again. Just like a miracle haha.
This sparked off the birth of new star also haha. "7788" is back in action with our motto set! Strings attached!!! This 2 words alone are already very meaningful if u're thinking wad i'm thinking nw HAHAHA. If in the end there'll still be at least 10 cellists including horace n i and around 80 violinists, it would be wonderful. Hope there wont be ppl quitting this time round.

Tml e gaming design module sia. Although it's fun especially when i teamed up wif some gamers haha budden tml gotta draw/sketch out our own individual character sia. I cant draw haha. Wonder if there's marks for this sketches. Hmm well while on my way home today i was wondering. Ppl who're no longer studying are always saying the best moments of ur life is when u're still studying haha come to think of it i shouldnt just force myself to study that much but relax and slack more haha. No worries, no stress hahaha. Live life to the fullest man. Well being a little bit "naughty" at times can be really fun esp wif some of my frenz haha. If any1 gets wad i mean. Hahaa

Hmm shfited to my current house for like a month le. Sure misses the old one haha. Food n other stuffs there are selling at at cheaper price nt like my current area here. Then cos my place is kinda near the factories areas so got many erm u know?? haha Dam sian. Hmm there somethings which is nt wise to say here cos this's open to public haha. PLAY SAFE! Hmm started sch for a week plus le. Getting use to it soon but still kinda struggling with my modules as well as time to rest. Too shag liao haha.
Hmm for my cca, erm i passed the violin evaluation test last year so now taking up double bass. My goal's almost reaching soon hahaha. Erm lecturer rushing me to hand in my application form for overseas study trip le. Seems like i'm really in liao. Selected haha. Hope it'll be fun and tht i'll learn how to use the windows movie maker and create a video of my own.

It took me more than a month before i start to lost 2 to 3 kg. Just when i thought there was hope. My weight went back to the same kg again. Sigh. Hope come and go so fast man. Just when i wana give up, i saw something in the magazine i took from the gym today. "Kilofighter" by Expressions International. Was so dam happy. But when i called them up, they said it's in capsule form and cannot digest in water. MAN! Hope just come and go SO fast. SHUCKS!!! If only i'm able to take capsules. It's dam hard to slim down. Lol.

Just came back from CF FOC camp yesterday night. Skipped today n tml cos got something impt up. Before the camp i was already having a bad diarrhoea but during the camp nth happened but after i came back, it started just nw again. WA so dam sick man. But still i think it's cos of this i slimed down by 3kg liao. Haha somehow i should give thanks to the lord also haha. Suffered for around 4 days and slimed down by 3kg. Haha.
Well well, for the FOC, i should say this time round there're so many more ppl and almost all play basketball wif a few really skillful ones. It was indeed fun to play basketball wif them. Guess at least i turned up for a day for the camp so i wont regret haha.

It was so scary. Woke up early in the morning nt receiving my result via sms yet. Was so nervous as my hp was ring any sec from the time i woke up. After changing my clothes, my hp rang and there i received my results. Guess wad HAHA, it turns out to be above my expectations HAHA, dam happy now. For the first time, i felt so happy, my grades range from B to AD. Haha. Couldnt believe and guess wad, my GPA exceeded 3.5. Praise the lord!!! I can really see god's working in me. Couldnt have achieve such results w/o him. Haha.

Jie ying & alfred came to my house this morning today. One came to try out my grand piano b4 it will be move away tml and one came to use my com. Haha. Hmm jie ying sight reading nt bad arhx. Haha.

Around 11 plus i left home to meet my "brother", norman to go orchard haha, with JY tagged along. Usually 29 bucks for a shorts is kinda over my budget but wonder why, it's only after i was on my way home tht i realised tht shorts was nt tht chEAP! Lol. But still glad i finally found something i want. Next would be shirt, shoes and bag pack. Hope to get a trendy n good quality bag pack asap haha.